Do you ever feel just exhausted from the weight of owning our own business and carrying the burden of all that entails?

Apr 17

Just me?

This happens on a monthly basis (ladies, if you know what I mean) but also just some days hit harder than others. Like the responsibility to show up to my entire job falls solely on me.

Just me. Solo me-o.

Somedays, I embrace full queen energy and feel like life just can’t be better and then other times I am like… I have literally nothing to say to the world and I dont know how I’m going to make it through this day.

One time, for my fiance Corey, I made him a FULL list of all the things I do as a mom and a business owner and it was lllooooonnnggggg. I mean, pages long. All the little things I have to remember (also known as things I forget like my daughters red folder for school or my son’s water bottle for baseball) but in all seriousness, it’s a lot. As type… C? Mom who kind of has things all together but mostly is just winging it, also being a full time business owner means not a second goes by without something on mind. My mind is full of to do lists.

Every now and then I get these moments of true rest and peace (huge shout out to my fiance who halves my burdens and doubles my joys) where all of the worry just fades away and none of it seems to really matter as much.

Do you get these? Where you just remember that life isn’t that serious? That God already has it all figured out so why are we wasting our mental energy on things completely out of our control?

Can I be a more organized person, probably. I use positive self talk therapy and just tell myself over and over that I am a very organized and responsible mom and business owner. But in the grand scheme of things, are most of my worries big? Nope. Do I need to just let go of my control over things and allow God to do crazy big things in my life? Yes. Every day.

Who’s in the struggle with me?!

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